I feel like I’m stuck, Like nothings happening like my life is going no where. I’m depressed and i could tell everyone in my house and at this point it seems like no one would care!

Rant…..

God, today was aweful.

First I went to my doctors appointment and that was okay except I have to go in for another glucose test, and we had to wait an hour and a half just to be seen, then we went grocery shopping which wouldn’t have been difficult except my feet started to swell really bad and I felt like Josh was walking really really slow just to piss me off. Then after we got home and I put everything away I got in the bath to soak my feet but Josh rushed me out saying he needed in there too, so I ate and went to take a nap and prop up my feet but he came in and yelled at me telling me I was a “life ruin-er” becase I wouldn’t go to his brothers house with him. I don’t see why it’s my job to go to his brothers house with him when my feet are the size of a basketball.

Well regardless he didn’t end up going and I got about a half hour nap in before it was time for round two of meaningless fighting I’m so tired of this, I just hope things get better before Bently comes :/